Nico Tortorella and Bethany Meyers attend the opening night of “Medea” in 2022.Photo:Roy Rochlin/Getty
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Nico Tortorellais opening up about his andBethany C. Meyers’difficult journeyto becoming parents.
The couple, whowed in 2018, has been open about the challenges they faced trying to conceive before their pregnancy. Now as their daughter is nearly 4 months old, Tortorella is looking back and reflecting on the parents' long journey.
“For anyone that is experiencing any sort of infertility, we are trying to create life at a time when life is seemingly the most fragile, and it f—— sucks,” the actor tells PEOPLE exclusively. “It sucks and it hurts, until one day it doesn’t.”
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TheYoungeralum shares that becoming a father has definitely been “emotional” for him and that he’s experiencing everything in his life in a more “intense” way now.
“Every single person has their own relationship, in one way or another, with their parents. And for that script to flip and for you to start seeing what it looks like from the other side in real time while you’re looking at your child’s face, it feels like a level up,” he says. “It just feels like I am experiencing everything in my life and this world in a more intense way.”
“It truly is transformative,” he continues, speaking about fatherhood. “Parts of yourself have to die in order to create life. It just seems so clear to me.”
Tortorella admits that the 4-month stage is challenging, especially as a first-time parent.
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“There’s something that happens around 4 months old. The babies just start losing it,” he shares. “It’s a huge growth spurt, they stop sleeping, and we have absolutely experienced the other side of things these last few days.”
However, theMattachine Familyactor still insists that parenthood is “the greatest thing we’ve ever experienced.”
“We’ve had some hard nights this past week, but it feels like it’s the reason that Bethany and I are here and the reason that we are doing what we’re doing,” he says. “It gives us more purpose to just keep exploring new forms of art and expression and creativity. It feels like the question and the answer.”
Adding, “It’s just completely changed who we are as people, as individuals, as a couple."
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Tortorella previouslyspoke with PEOPLEabout his and Bethany’s “not easy” road to parenthood last August when they first announced their pregnancy.
In a September 2021 episode of theCall Her Daddypodcast, the actor called trying to conceive “terrible.”
“It’s a f—–g process,” he shared at the time. “I just wished we learned more about how to get pregnant and not about how not to get pregnant. It’s terrible.”
source: people.com
